Never wanted        

              Ever since the first time i seen the light ive never been want by anyone so many tears in my eyes because this is my birth and i put my arms to the sky and realized i was just a mistake i was just a lie i feel so alone again abandoned to explore the burning earth to journey the burning sand wondering what love feels like and looking for answer i look in myself look at my reflection nobody ever showed me any effection so i feel so ugly and pain i feel the undying rain is real y am i trapped in a world where nobody wants me around and people constantly put me down and i feel like the people want me gone they want this lie to die so i wish for death put my hands to the sky once more to see if god can give me a plan i said please take my soul take me off the land where nobody cares or sees the boy inside the man feeling so abandoned from every person in my life im locked up in a cage trying to escape i cant breath i cant see i sit in the dark while everyone else lives in the light i have no sun and im the only one whos parents hate who he is and will tell him hes done tell him they dont want him and they never did tell me to stay out of their lives i hate u like i knew they did im walking in a world where all who see me hate and i guess my life ending is my fate so on this journey i see what i feel and i can deal with all the rain i cant deal with this pain leaving my soul burning and trapped in a ditch a giant hole not even there i belong i believe i have nothing to live for never wanted i never feel loved and cared about i scream as tears go down my face people point and laugh at me the disgrace the big hearted man who god hasnt a plan who is alone walking in a world who hates him as he walks the burning sand

poems r used to express a persons thoughts. my thoughts can be sad at times and happy at times. everything that u interact with will change u any word or person u interact will u will think to urself and u change to a better person but whose to say whats better or worst whats ugly or cute whats nice or mean i dont like to judge anything or anyone everything is great everyone is great in their own way. As time passes by they get greater and greater as u live u gain wisdom and exp. in life and situation. u soon can pass on that wisdom to younger people. I remember that noone ever stops growing.